love is you

This is how I feel,Whenever I'm with you,Everything is all about you,Too good to be true,Somehow I just can't believe,You can lay your eyes on me,If this is a fairytale,I wish it will end happily,Even though we are,apart I can feel you here next to me,Here and now I will vow, stay with me,Let me love you,With all my heart,You are the one for me,You are the light in my soul,Let me hold you,With my arms,I wanna feel love again,Cuz I know
Love is you

Because of you!

I will not make the same mistakes that you did,I Will not let myself cause my heart so much misery,I will not break the way you did,You fell so hard,I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far,Because of you,I'll never stray too far from the sidewalk,Because of you,I learned to play on the safe side,So I don't get hurt
Because of you,I find it hard to trust,Not only me, but everyone around me,Because of you,I am afraid
I lose my way,And it's not too long before you point it out,I cannot cry,Because I know that's weakness in your eyes,I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh,Every day of my life,My heart can't possibly break,When it wasn't even whole to start with,Because of you,I'll never stray too far from the sidewalk,Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side,So I don't get hurt,Because of you,I find it hard to trust,Not only me, but everyone around me,Because of you,I am afraid
I watched you die,I heard you cry,Every night in your sleep,I was so young,You should have known better than to lean on me,You never thought of anyone else,You just saw your pain,And now I cry,In the middle of the night,For the same damn thing,Because of you,I'll never stray too far from the sidewalk,Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side,So I don't get hurt,Because of you,I tried my hardest just to forget everything,Because of you,I don't know how to let anyone else in,Because of you,I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty,Because of you,I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you

awal masuk sekolah!

awal masuk sekolah tu,malu2 gitu pokoknya,pertama kali pake baju sma,masuk siang,numpang sekolahan orang kasian,tapi tetap asyik lah kan
hari itu ketemu kakak kelas semuanya,kan pas mos tu cuman kakak2 osis,nah ini semua kakak kelas diliat,ada yang cupu,ada yang cantik,jutek,ganteng juga ada sih,hehehe ketemu guru2 smasa juga
masuk kelas ketemu teman2 baru,mukanya beragam,asal sekolahnya juga beragam eh,heheheh

heboh saat mos!

pas mos waktu itu,kami ni yang anak baru dikasih hadiah lah kan sama kakak kelas,
saat itu lagi tenang2nya tu dalam ruangan,eh ricuh gara2 kakak kelas yang berkelahi,padahal cuman masalah kecil doang,nah banyak lah ekspresi muka saat itu,ada yang nangis,ketakutan,ada yang binggung,ada yang kesakitan gara2 ketindis,em banyak lah pokonya
eh ternyata itu semua cuman rekayasa dari kakak kelas buat ngerjain kami ni yang anak2 baru,kasian,,!!!!

daftar smasa!

daftart smasa kan ada 2 golongan tu,nah kumpau lah tu kan nyoba daftar golongan 1 eh ternyata gag keterima kasian,saat itu q ngerasa down banget,putus asa lah pokoknya,tapi aku gag berhenti berusaha,aku nyoba daftar lagi ke golongan kedua,testnya tu pake bahasa inggris kasian,baru lah aku ni kurang ngerti bahasa itu,tapi ada lah kan ngertinya dikit,buktinya aku keterima,wih seneng lah waktu itu,asyik